Today I've watched Sabrina try to say the names of her puzzle animals. It takes a parent to understand what a toddler is trying to say, for sometimes it all sounds pretty much the same. Suzanne had a hard week, and asked if I could make sure she slept well tonight. Hence I took care of Saby every time she woke up. So far I've really slept between 12:30 and 2:30, and I now realize I'm not going back to bed. Watching her fall asleep gave me a revelation.
I realize that I wish to work from home, and for myself if possible. This demands a lot of work and effort, something I'm not stranger to. My biggest problem is that Suzanne doesn't see it like that. She is a believer of normal 8-5 jobs. While my current role is to take care of Sabrina during the day, I unfortunately rarely work during the day. I rarely start before 9:00pm.
The trick is that I try for another year to start showing profits after which I get an 8-5. I should be giving 14 hour/days to do what I have to do, and not 3 or 4 at night. Sometimes I feel the cards are stacked against me.
The only problem is that I never, never give up. It's 4:41 now, time for a bit of work.
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